| This is so ridiculous now that I am actually laughing.. so bare with me.. I was going to message you directly when I found that cute little post, but I figured that would be way too considerate. To you know, actually talk TO the person instead of ABOUT THEM. So in the spirit of keeping things fair.. enjoy.
"i dont care anymore, we cant work things out because in order to work things out you have to be willing to compromise which you obviously cant do. Only you can tell someone who just found out they're aunt is dying that they are wrong from blocking someone who said something inconsiderate. "
Okay okay, let's see. I'm going to completly overlook the whole 'i dont care' because its obviously there in an attempt to piss me off. We can't work things out? Who says I wanted to. You think i'm the one being selfish.. you're so blind to your own actions. What the hell did you expect me to say. You tell me you just wanted me to say anything and basically lie to you until you mourn or whatever, well I think that is BULLSHIT. I'm pretty sure after all this time you know absolutly nothing about me, lol. And that is actually humorous cause I always assumed the first thing people learn when they meet me is i'm not going to tell them what they want to hear. I think the truth is more fun for some reason. Granted, a lot of people like that more.. but every now and then I come across some asshole who can't stand it and can't stand me being me well here's something for ya, FUCK YOU.
You say I think i'm always right? I know I am not always right and I admit it when I am not. And that may not have ever happened between me and you, but that doesn't mean it does not happen. I know I am human and everyone makes mistakes, but I will never back down from something I said and thought because I sure as hell am not apologizing for my opinion. If there is one thing I am sure of in this world, it is that I will never lie upon request, and I will never... NEVER apologizing for saying something on my mind.
"And yes i know you'll read this, and i dont really give a shit, its my xanga. Go ahead insult the fact that mature people work things out insted of posting it online, go ahead i dont care. im venting and your worthless to me right now. All you had to do was let me be, and tomm it wouldnt of mattered but no, youve gotta be right you gotta rub it in. Just leave me alone until you understand what you put me thru for your own personal satisfaction."
You knew i'd read this, lol. Okay. I actually never read my Xanga subscriptions cause it's set by e-mail but I haven't been reading the e-mails since um, decemberish when I started x__0NEL0VE because I read those subscriptions ONLINE so I just instinctivly delete both. Wow, why am I telling you this.. you don't care. ;] Moving on.. great, im worthless now. This keeps getting better and better. And what I put you through.. lmfao.. and i'm the selfish one. Okay fuck this, the explanation for those two will go on for days and I think i've spent enough time on this. |
